December 2009
Tomorrow, December 1st 2009, I will be moving out for the first time ever. And I have yet to tell my mom. All night at work I’ve been thinking of what to say to her and I finally thought I got it right. Then I got home and realized she won’t be home from work until past 11. I’ll probably be sleeping. I can’t spring it on her tomorrow. I guess the only thing I can do is...
November 2009
Its been over two years. I still feel it.
They told me the pain would soon subside.
In truth, it just becomes easy to hide.
A thousand words wont bring you back.
I know because I’ve tried.
Absorb it all in, I let the pain surge through every inch of my fragile body.
Succumb to its sting, And I laugh to myself.
I truly believed you’d come back to me.
They told me the pain would soon subside.
In truth, it just becomes easy to...
“You don’t have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body.”
– - C.S. Lewis. (via beau-coup) (via partytights)
beautiful
Paranoid.
missldn:
10 things you want for Christmas:
GPS
Gift Card to
Gift Card to Forever 21
Tickets to Tegan and Sara
Tickets to St. Vincent
A travel guitar case
Walking Dead comics
iPhone
Polaroid film
Snuggle time with someone
9 musicians/bands you love:
Michelle Branch
Flyleaf
Paramore
Katy Perry
A Fine Frenzy
Lights
Sigur Ros
La Dispute
Rilo Kiley
8 things you do everyday:
...
vicemillie:
wtrmlnellenx3 just reminded me; happy thanksgiving! i forgot it was around this time. :)
i hope everyone has a good thursday 26th november. :)
aww haha happy thursday 26th november to you too:)
Today I am thankful for the people in my life, and the god who put them there :)
What are you guys thankful for?
my life is a mess
I have a million and one things to do and no idea what order in which i should try and cram everything in to. Life right now is a mess. I don’t like messy. I need a break from everything.
“It’s different not to fall asleep next to you :/ I’d much rather be...”
– Text I woke up to
Archaeology test today. Math test today. Supposed to have band practice in Plainfield but I don’t have the gas or $$ to spare to get there. Then I need to be back by 3:00 anyways so i’d do like 2 hours of driving to be there for one hour. Not appealing. I don’t know why I even got myself into this.
Maybe it's just fate.
Often, you wonder about how and why we ended up together. Upon imagining up all the possible outcomes of our relationship with eachother, very very few of them actually lead to us dating. You find fairly amusing the fact that we are indeed in a relationship with eachother. I don’t find it to be weird, or odd, or even surprising that we ended up the way we currently are. Maybe it’s a...
A little inspiration.
People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Be good anyway. Honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable. Be honest and frank anyway. What you...
Paramore-Use somebody
addicted to this cover.
"Title: To Be Announced..."
athenavon:
I want to write a book one day, because I believe that I’ve had experiences worth sharing.
I will write about boys and butterflies, heartache and drama. Friends that have come and gone, and of course the ones that never left. I’ve got tales to tell of my years in high school, and how they were not the best of my life. The people that I’ve met, and all the ones I hope to meet. I want...
Last day
In the studioooo.
Shower time, then heading to Tinley Park to finish up harmonies on one last song. Thennnnnnn going to urban outfitters to spend more $$ then I have. Anyone know if there’s an Urban in the Tinley area? or do I have to go out to woodfield..
Dad’s best friend died last night. He’s trying so hard not to completely break down.
It’s okay, Dad. I know the feeling.
I feel like an idiot
for breaking down at work. I’m kind of sort of a mess right now and i’m not sure why. Maybe I need back on my anxiety meds.
so much to do today :/
shower, finish online math unit till steve gets here at noon, go to ECC to take my math unit test, stop in elgin panera to talk to kevin, email info to zach for ID, pick up financial aid check, put check in the bank, talk to everyone about apartment, set up day for everyone to look at apartment/turn in applications, ship steve’s bass to ebay bidder in cali.
woof. so...
ellen, athena and london.
athenavon:
jordieallover:
you girls were all in my dream last night (creepy, whatever). i just remember we were on a bus and my friend jenn was there too. i was leaning on one of you three (i think athena..), half sleeping, and you were arguing over where to eat. jenn really wanted to go to hooters but no one else did. and we were just taking this bus all over town and i was afraid i was...
“Well idk if it really counts for much, but the fact that you’re staying in on...”
– My best friend Ellen, http://wtrmlnellenx33.tumblr.com/, said this to me yesterday because I was staying in to babysit my autistic brother instead of going to a party so that that my mother could go out for the night.
This meant so much to me, and I love her with everything I have. Thanks Bestie.
...
I really really truly hope,
that this continues the way it’s been going. I haven’t been more happier to be with you then these past few days. Please keep me happy and I promise I’ll do my best to do the same.
