Happy Halloween!!
I’ll be working at express from now until 3, then at outback 3:30 till 8ish. 13 hour day and I’m running on about 5 hours of sleep. Fuck this, I’m exhausted :(
October 2010
I'm sick.
I’m sick of feeling like I’m not good enough. I’m sick of feeling like I’m not good looking enough. I’m sick of always being told every single thing that I do wrong. I’m sick of trying so much harder and not being recognized for it.
He tells me he’s not sure if he wants to be with me, then I said that I can’t force him to be. He gets mad at me for not saying the “right thing.” What am I supposed to say? How am I supposed to tell you to be with me when I don’t even feel like I’m good enough? How can I fight for something when I agree with the apposing side? I already am so upset with the thought that I’m not good enough or pretty enough or anything enough for you. I can’t convince you to stay if I don’t believe I’m good enough to stay for.
I’m sick of never doing anything right.
“We have to keep reinventing ourselves almost every minute because the world can change in an instant, and there’s no time for looking back. Sometimes the changes are forced on us, sometimes they happen by accident, and we make the most of them. We have to constantly come up with new ways to fix ourselves. So we change, we adapt, we create new versions of ourselves. We just need to be sure that this one is an improvement over the last.”
—Grey’s Anatomy (via lovebug)
Well I know, I know
it won’t be long now.
Just believe me when I say,
That I regret every night I let you fall asleep alone
Every chance I missed to tuck you in
And all those lonely nights I know I should have been around
they bring me down
Time and time again
Best idea EVER
- Isaac: So what are you dressing up as for Halloween this year?
- Me: I'm not sure yet, but it has to be "family friendly at the Outback" which is where i'll be stuck.
- Isaac: You should score yourself a chilis shirt and be a chilis waitress.
- Me: Oh my god best idea EVER! That'd be so epic
- Isaac: Hell yeah.. and it'd be much more flattering then those stupid outback shirts.
IT'S MY GOLDEN BIRTHDAY!
anddddd it’s my golden birthday in February :Dand just like my best friend, earlier this year it was her golden birthday too.
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror; the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.”
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