You would die to forget, I will live to remind you: Archive

“We are who we are for a lot of reasons. & maybe we’ll never know most...”

– The Perks of Being a Wallflower

May 1st

And all I know, is I feel lost without you

“I miss you” is not enough. Ace Enders, I couldn’t have said it better myself.

Apr 30th

vicexxmillie asked: hey Ellen, I'm millie, i'm 19 and i'm from Essex, England, which you probably won't have heard of haha.
i'll be honest, i have no idea how i initially found your blog; i hope thats okay? xo

Apr 28th

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Apr 28th

"And I need you like a heart needs a beat, but...

258 days we’ve been together. Even in the beginning, I changed alot of my life to make room for you. I stopped seeing many of my friends as often. Quite a few I lost contact with completely. I changed wanting to make things right with my mom. I decided you were worth sneaking out to see. I decided it was worth making up stupid lies that I knew I’d get caught in. I changed my additude...

Apr 28th

4:00AM

Is when my wake-up alarm is set for. An hour an 45 minutes from now. Can’t seem to go to bed, still up watching Dexter. Dear body, FALL ASLEEP ALREADY!! Love, Your inhabitant

Apr 28th

Work in 4 1/2 hours.

Can’t sleep. Watching Dexter. I’m going to be a zombie in the morning. Great.

Apr 28th

size 4 guages

I sized up today and i’m lovinnnnnn them. Still not sure if I want to go up to a 2, but i’ve got a few weeks before I can size up again anyways. I’ll take a picture and post it in a bit. Tonight is homework night :/ I’ve got a couple papers for sociology due thursday and a four-pager due tomorrow for art history. Just popped in “Now and Then” and i’m...

Apr 28th

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Apr 26th

“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around...”

– John Green (Looking for Alaska) (via quote-book)

Apr 25th

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Apr 25th

@athenavon, @beccacon:

Come meet my baby kittennnn<3

Apr 24th

Apr 23rd

Today I am getting a kitten.

Name ideas for her?

Apr 22nd

txtsfrmlstnght: (484): we couldnt tell if he was gay so we started working glee quotes into the conversation to see if he noticed.

Apr 22nd

141 notes

dying my hair

darker and lighter. whoo!

Apr 21st

I need to take a week break from work

And spend that week actually having a life.

Apr 21st

word vomit: $1587 →

athenavon: is what it will cost me to fly to marseille, france this july. My cousin lives there with some friends and wants me to come over and visit her this summer. I am 100% serious about going. The money part is not an issue at all. I know I’ll be able to save it up easily. It’s just a matter of getting… OMG im so jealous elle, that would be awesome if you get to go. I imagine France is...

Apr 21st

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Good day #2

Achieved.

Apr 18th

Good day #1

Achieved.

Apr 17th

Stat strong, breathe.

You can go home soon. Please please please don’t break down at work. Love, yourself.

Apr 15th

Apr 14th

326 notes

@yourdrugisaheartbreaker

Thanks for the follow! Where are you from? Tell me something interesting about yourself.

Apr 14th

$1587

is what it will cost me to fly to marseille, france this july. My cousin lives there with some friends and wants me to come over and visit her this summer. I am 100% serious about going. The money part is not an issue at all. I know I’ll be able to save it up easily. It’s just a matter of getting my passport and all that fun stuff together. I’m looking to go the last week in July...

Apr 12th

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Apr 11th

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We drove through the rain past the evergreen trees...

Apr 9th

I'm vegetarian now...

athenavon: But I’m hungry and need something big to eat. Suggestions for vegetarian meals? Double boca burger! Do ittttttt

Apr 8th

Baybee teef

So I’m at the dentist and just got done talking to one of the dental assisants about how the fix my teeth and make them look nicer. Apparently bonding isn’t an option right now because my teeth don’t rest correctly when I bite down so they wouldn’t be able to add on any length. And only adding depth would make them look funny. So her suggestion? “go to the...

Apr 8th

I feel like I have nobody. I’m nothing but a temporary replacement for whatever someone feels they’re missing. Nobody ever wants to keep me around. I try so hard. Which makes it even worse when I take a look and realize I’m still somehow not good enough.

Apr 7th

Dear asshole at work,

There’s a time and place to bitch and moan. This is not the place, and nobody has the time. Get over it, or quit. K thanks.

Apr 7th